Wednesday, 04 June 2008

• I live, breathe & I'm Back....!!!

  From skema-land!!!!! LOL! I'll be lepaking on earth for about a week or so then I'm speeding off to planet skema-land again. A lot had taken place in the last few days! Busy and skema giler babi!! I had to prepare for a presentation (will cerita next time) and a Biomedical Science PROFESSIONAL benchmarking EXIT exam... Fuiyo! The word "Professional" added some UMMPH to the exam. The exam covers what I've studied from year 1 till year 3.5!!! Memang ada UMMPH, siut! LOL!
  
  After exam and presentation feedback, Lynette, Nurul and I went to McD to makan. Ada ajak Ivy but she "busy" hehehe. I saw this video clip and heard the song. I didn't pay much attention cos it was sang by a young cute (from a girl's point of view, not mine) blonde teeny bopper by the name of Jesse McCartney (the boy/man who sang Beautiful Soul). *Felicia, if you're reading. I know you LIKE right!! Haha * One of the lines of the chorus was :
  
  "Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help"
  
  I immediately stopped chomping my Big Mac and looked at the screen and listen to the song intently.
  
  Jesse McCartney - Because You Live
  
  

  Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
  It's the end of the world in my mind
  Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
  I've been looking for the answer
  Somewhere
  I couldn't see that it was right there
  But now I know what I didn't know

  Because you live and breathe
  Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
  Because you live, girl
  My world has twice as many stars in the sky

  It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
  Cuz of you, made it through every storm
  What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
  I'm so glad I found an angel
  Someone
  Who was there when all my hopes fell
  I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

  Because you live and breathe
  Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
  Because you live, girl
  My world has twice as many stars in the sky
  Because you live, I live

  Because you live there's a reason why
  I carry on when I lose the fight
  I want to give what you've given me always

  Because you live and breathe
  Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
  Because you live, girl
  My world has twice as many stars in the sky

  Because you live and breathe
  Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
  Because you live, girl
  My world has everything I need to survive

  Because you live, I live, I live

  
  Best & Jiwang giler the lyrics right?? I got through all the keji assignments, tests and stress because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help *sings*. I'm undecided! I like all the lines in the lyrics! Tepat! It's exactly what I wanna say ......... . Hmmph, susah. Masalah tiada daya penarik *sigh*  One sided??? Oh well.... I dunno...
  
  I'm proud to announce that I finally got a WAKE UP CALL this semester! The new level of confidence is just NICE to boost me psychologically & mentally. BUT I'm definitely not OVER confident. I'm not god, just a mere mortal. I still need to walk the talk and not only talk the talk.
  
  Well, of course my other kawan rapat istimewa have a share in this and I appreciate it. BUT it's pretty darn amazing that someone you just knew can click and inspire you so well. And that someone don't know that they're doing it... Thank you, Si Angel! Haha... Angel here, does not refer to Marie Digby ok... In lala-land yes but in reality, this someone is better and I prefer this someone... . Ok ok... DAH! Moving on to the next topic/ conclusion!
  
  I promise to put up some pics tomorrow! I wanna share my POSTER with the world!! Hehe... I put a lot of effort in it. It's nothing great, not a masterpiece BUT I still bangga with my work . Besides mine, I'll put up several other worthy (more cun than mine) posters. There's a function at the School of Human Life Sciences tomorrow night. This gives me a chance to cam whore (WHAT THE HELL!!?? haha) with Ivy & Lynette and maybe with some minah salleh as well. HAHA!
  
  P/s: To whom it may concern ("si tao por" :P). Maybe you're just having a bad patch these few days. You did your VERY VERY best. You and I know that you've been slogging for it.  The good thing is a BAD PATCH don't last long IF YOU DON'T WANT THEM TO! Selagi keputusan tak keluar, selagi tu you have HOPE . Continue with what you're doing and deal with it BRAVELY when the time comes...
  

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